what is it ?

it's impossible to describe
it's more common than the commn cold
it comes and goes with no apparent reason
we have no idea what brings it on
and when it goes , it's almost impossibleto get back
we have no idea of why it happens
lots of times you expect it and it never happens
other time it happens and you didn't expect it
sometimes you welcome it
sometimes it gets in your way
there is no predicting when or where it will hit
but it usually comes in a flash
then it disappear just as fast
or sometimes it dies an agonizingly long , slow , painful death
it's one word . what is it ?

no title coz i have no idea .

wahahahahahahahaha . the old chinese warrior loughs . does he really need to lough like that . sorry , i'm watching a chinese movie . i wondered , did the chinese did all of that in the past ? i  mean all the jumping , flying around the sky , punching , kicking , using techniques that are totally boring , are so fake . hey , i want to see something logic . such as naruto and bleach and hayate the combat butler and the tower of druaga and winter sonata ( ? ) and what the whale am i talking about ? i dont know . my mind is kind of empty right now . waaaaaaaaaaaaah ! ! what's happening to me ?

u cant hit two birds with a stone . but u can when they are not flying . hey , dont throw the stone . just hit them . honestly , what the hell am i talking about ? birds ? stone ? huh ? !

huh . . i'm kind of bored right now . i dont know why hey , can i sing for a moment ? gosh , thanx ! bwara mr simple simple ~ hmm , it is kind of entertaining but i'm starting to get bored all over again . weird . i always thought that a free student is a happy student . but why do i feel bored all the time ? gah , i just dont get it !

haih . i just dont get it .

u r . .

baby , wherever and whoever you are ,
just in case if you don't know ,
you are . . .

my sunny sky ,
my favourite high ,
my bed so warm ,
my port in a storm ,
my sweetest gift ,
my emotional lift ,
my best friend ,
until the end ,
my inspiration ,
my destination ,
my shining light ,
my day and night ,
my heart healer ,
my anger chiller ,
my pain reliever ,
my spring fever ,
my gem so rare ,
my answered prayer ,
my heart and soul ,
my life made whole ,
my merry-go-around ,
my my "up" when i'm down ,
my best chance ,
my last dance ,
my energizer ,
my appetizer ,
my morning sun ,
my evening fun ,
my dancing partner ,
my source of laughter ,
my everafter ,
my heaven sent ,
for who i'm meant ,
my burning fire ,
my greatest desire ,
my soul mate ,
my sweet fate ,
my dream lover ,
my "before all other" ,
my confiidence ,
my common sense ,
my reson why
until i die

negatively positive

breaking up with her is something that i think is a positive thing to be done .
i think .
but it does have something negative that came along with it . .
for an example ,
i dunno , i dont have idea what to right in my blog . .
haha .
funny right ?
what the fish am i talking about . .
ha . .

s h i t .

i did wrong .
i know that .
you dont have to tell me about it .
even someone who is stupid knows 'bout it .
just shut up ok .
there is no need to tell me about it .
what's with you huh ?
hey !
@#$% you !
what ?
what ?
argh ! !
fine !
you ask for it !
take this !
dush , dush
darkness moon break ! !
rasengan !
chidori ! !
36-hit kugi punch ! !
argh !  !
one more time ! !
haha ! !
that's for telling me that i'd answered wrong in pmr !

breakin' out !

hey you , devil's little sister
listening to your twisted transistor
your scream that always whisper
stop it , you're hurting my ear

i'm drowned by your thoughtless scheme
your ideology tainted my dream
you're a prig that are much too prim
but your face clearly smeared with cream

you think we are the same
and always here to be blame
i think it's time to pay
for everything you made me say

it is time for a revolution
it is just my salvation
does it make me look bad ?
hey , don't start to get mad

i don't care , i don't mind
coz the last lough is always mine
you will fade when i'm shining
hey look , that girl is cryin'

hey , i'm feeling tired
my time is gone today
you flirt with suicide
sometimes , that's ok

like a movie

As if we were in an old movie
We look so happy in there
At a place we don’t remember, are a stranger to,
Looking for our memories
Tears fell – no
Tears are still falling
Just when I think of you, when I look at you
Even if I were to go back
Looking at you again and again
I miss you more and more
I can’t forget you
I know I won’t love another person
Cause I don’t wanna let you go
In my memory
Just like if I was watching the main character of a movie,
Please be the person who once loved me
Unknowingly
Come back to my side
As if we were in an old movie (Thinking about it now)
Although we seemed so young then (Thinking about it again)
The place at which time stopped for me
Stopped where we were in love
I remember, yes
I remember when I sent you off
When I let you go
Even if I were to go back, even if I were to erase it,
I miss you more and more
I can’t forget you
I know I won’t love another person,
Cause I don’t wanna let you go
In my memory
Just like if I was watching the main character of a movie,
Please be the person who once loved me
If you hear me
In the past, we were like two lovers like, romantic comedy
left right on the screen, just quietly
Playback again, do you remember
We had countless kiss scenes
Missing each other while walking like two main characters babe
Walking on different roads, meeting each other coincidentally
Like a drama, even more dramatic than a drama
Come back to me, you know I need you back
You know I won’t love anyone else

Someone said to me that she loves me after she knew that i'm back to single . Erm , it is not told actualy coz she didn't called me , she texted , . I dont know why , but when I want to reply the message , what appeared in my mind was her face . Her sad face , her big , sad eyes , looking straight at me and I felt like someone slapped me hard in the face . Hei , nizam , I never thought that this will happen , it is true that she is a 'sampah' , but somehow after becoming her boyfriend for about 6 months , I'm used to have her besides me . I felt different when i'm back to single . Hei , nina , it is true that the only way to forget about her is by finding a new girlfriend . . Hmm , . Yeah , i'll do it !









But not now . Najaa said that there are many girls that are more prettier than herself in mrsm , . Hmm , ok , i'll keep that in mind . Besides , I must get rid of this feeling inside my heart . Now I must keep myself from vomiting . . Ahh , mabuk kereta , .

No title .

It's you - super junior

Hands up - 2pm
A song for you - ft island
Talk to me - u-kiss
Empty - jyj

Y - mblaq
One of a kind - cn blue
U (you) - b2st

U-kiss_0330

[Eli] Yo, listen up
This is my tragic story
Just the breakin' of my heart
[Hoon] Na ajikdo neoreul jiul su
eobseo
Jakkujakku niga saengakna
Niga neomu bogo sipeo
[All] Bamsae hansumdo jal su
eobseo
[Hoon] Nae mam changmuneul
dudeurineun bitsori
Niga ddeona beorin geujari
Neomu nado keuriweoseo
[All] Bamsae hansumdo jal su
eobseo nan
[AJ] Bitgil bikyeo jinaganeun
neoui dwit moseub
Amu geotdo hal su eobtneun
naneun geodeup
Haeseo maeil nan ddo huhuireul
hae mianhae
Gido hae I want you to be back
I can't gyeondil su eobseo nega
Eobtneun harunikka chameul su
eobseo
Nungae nunmul heulleo naega
Again neoreul ijeul su isseulkka
Eonjekkaji naneun ireolkka
[Soohyun] Na ajikdo neoreul jiul
su eobseo
Jakkujakku niga saengakna
Niga neomu bogo sipeo
[All] Bamsae hansumdo jal su
eobseo
[Soohyun] Nae mam
changmuneul dudeurineun
bitsori
Niga ddeona beorin geujari
Neomu nado keuriweoseo
[All] Bamsae hansumdo jal su
eobseo nan
[Kiseop] O ireon oneulbamdo
oneulbamdo oh
[Eli] Bamsae neoman saengakhae
naneun jal su eobseo
Why did I turn on this love show
Neowa naui sain meoreojeosseo
Naega I sarangui hain isseoseo
Why did we fight urin wae
iraettneunde
Did you lose the sight urin
saranghaettneunde
Naega wae I sungan
meomchweo ittneunde baboya
naega pilyohan geon
Baro neoya
[Dongho] Eokkaega chuk
neureojyeo ittneun neo
Hansumman ddang kkeojige
swineun neo
Dapdaphan gaseumman
tangtang chineun neo
Duson moa haneurege gido
haneun neo
Ilgeorago moseubi naneun
sangsangi ga
Uri da itja jiuja nappeun
gieokdeureul da
(I'm sorry) Neoga eoddeolj ara
Mianhadan mal bakke hal su
eobtneun na
[Kevin] Na ajikdo neoreul jiul su
eobseo
Jakkujakku niga saengakna
Niga neomu bogo sipeo
[All] Bamsae hansumdo jal su
eobseo
[Kevin] Nae mam changmuneul
dudeurineun bitsori
Niga ddeona beorin geujari
Neomu nado keuriweoseo
[All] Bamsae hansumdo jal su
eobseo nan
[Kevin] O ireon oneulbamdo
oneulbamdo oh
[Eli/AJ] You and I uriui kkeun
nohjima
Don't deny our r-square pi
Naege wa ije da gwaenchanha
Dasi dasi da modeungeol
sijakhaneun geoya
[All] Bamsae hansumdo jal su
eobseo
[Hoon] Na ajikdo neoreul jiul su
eobseo
Jakkujakku niga saengakna
Niga neomu bogo sipeo
[All] Bamsae hansumdo jal su
eobseo
[Kevin] Nae mam changmuneul
dudeurineun bitsori
Niga ddeona beorin geujari
Neomu nado keuriweoseo
[All] Bamsae hansumdo jal su
eobseo nan

A long day,.

I dont know why but the clock is moving a little bit slow today,.
Tik,..tok,..tik,..tok,..
Everybody is eating,.
Nyum,.nyum,.nyum,.
Gah,i'm hungry,.
My stomach sounds like there is a rock band in it,
Gosh,i have to wait a little bit longer,.
=.=

Make me w o n d e r

U just made me wonder,
What is it in the past that made u like this?
U told me that u have experiences about it and u told me to trust u that u know..
Is it a sin to be with someone?
Is it a waste of time?
Come to think of it,
You're right,.
God forbidened us to get ourselves near sin,
And it is true i'm wasting my time,
Hoping for something that is not sure,
U made me wonder..
Have u ever fall in love with someone?
Coz someone who has loved someone surely can understands the feeling of someone who is in love.
Right?
maybe the past is holding u back,
Maybe you are too afraid that if u r in love again,u'll get urself hurt,
I dont know,
I'm a noone to you,
Right?

Questions' hall of f a m e.

1."kau ni,bpe bnyak awek ko nk?"
2."ko minat dak 2 pulak kew?"
3."bler la ko nk setie ngan sowg pmpuan jew,."
4."abz 2 dak ***** 2 ko nk cmpak new?"
5."ko ngan sape skunk?"
6."npe ko wat cmtu at dye?cyan dye.."
7."ko ni playboy ke pew?kate kasanova,bru slah fham da skit aty,nangis,.."
8."u ok x skunk ni?"
9."npe u nk mrah2 ni?"
10."pew yg I da wat at u ni?"
11."ko ni bia betik.."
12."bole mintak tolong sket x?"
13."ko nk pe lg?"
14."ape?!"
15."ko nk dgr tazkirah ustaz h**** kew?blah jom"
16."ko x bosan kew?"
17."ko nk lepak at teratak x x?"
18." ko ade lgu k-pop bru x?"
19."ko nk msok klas kul bpe ni?"
20."ko de x lgu ....?"
21."ade brang baek x?"
22."ko da siap an hw?"
23."ko nk wat x hw 2?aq mls r nk wat.."
24."ko ni buang tabiat ea?

25."pew yg aq nk sbnarnye ni?"

Someone told me that i'm a kasanova.
That "someone" is a she.
Is it true?

F.u.l.l.s.t.o.p

U cant understand me?
Fine!
U want me to decrease my ego?
Never!
It is me we're talking about.
Not that guy.
Please,
Not that guy.
I've always loved u.
But what do I get?
Nothing!
Can u remember,
This is not the first time we argue.
I'd told u back then,
I want u in my life.
My real life.
Not in the cyber world.
But u only exists as my girlfriend in it.
I want to be the only love in your heart.
I want u smiling at me everyday.
And as a return,
I'll love u forever.
But our love story have ended.
It is just like a novel.
That ends with a fullstop.
I just hoped the novel have a second series.
Haha
.
(Fullstop)

My only girl

I cant count how many women live in earth.
I dont care either.
I just wanna be wif u.
U r the star of my heart.
That shines my heart everyday.
Without u,i'm nothin.
So please,
Please dont say goodbye.
U r the only girl that I love.
U r my girl.

cn blue~i'm a loner~~

oetoriya oetoriya
oetoriya oetoriya)
bwabwa nareul bwabwa ttokbaro nae du nuneul bwa
geobwa imi neoneun ddan goseul bogo isseo
check it one two three sigyebaneulman chyeoda boneun gae
mal an haedo dareun saram saenggingeol ara

(Rap)
yojeum neon na anin dareun saramgwa mannami jatdeora
ijeneun meonjeo jeonhwado geolji andeora
narang isseul ttaeneun haruga 1chorado neon nae apeseo yojeum haneulman bodeora
Oh~ I know your mind imi neowa naui geori
meoreojin geurigo beoreojin namboda motan uri sai

# oh baby oetoriya oetoriya ddaribiriddaradu~ oetoriya oetoriya ddaribiriddaradu~
oetoriya oetoriya sarange seulpeohago sarange nunmuljitneun oetori
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight gaseumi apa
Oh no no no no no body knows mam molla
one two three four five six seven night su manheun bameul seumyeo nareul dallaego isseo

(Rap)
charari dareun saram saenggyeotdago naega sirheumyeon sirtago
charari soljikhage malhaejwotdamyeon nan neoreul jukdorok miwohajin anhasseul tende
check it one two three ne mareul doesaegyeo bwado irijeori dulleodaeneun geojitmariya

# Repeat
sarangi gane sarangi ddeonane
(han sarameul geurigo han sarangeul naegeneun iksukhaetdeon modeun geotdeureul)
i bami gamyeon neol jiwoyagetji
(geurae na eokjirorado neoreul jiwoyagetji nal beorin neol saenggakhamyeon geuraeyagetji)
(Gone Gone my love is gone)
oetoriya oetoriya daridiridara du~ oetoriya oetoriya ddaribiriddaradu~
oetoriya oetoriya sarange apahago sarangeul gidarineun oetori
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight kkum igil wonhae
Oh no no no no no body knows nal molla
one two three four five six seven night su manheun bameul seumyeo nunmul heulligo isseo

no other

There’s no one like you
There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that, where else to look for?
A good person like you, a good person like you, with a good heart like you, a gift as great as you
How lucky that I’m the person who will try his hard to protect you, where else to look for?
A happy guy like me, a happy guy like me, the guy with the happiest smile like me
Your two warm hands gets cold when I’m cold
Your heart that used to be strong becomes sensitive when I’m hurt
Take my hands silently, hold me silently, I’m only wishing for such little comforts
You don’t know my heart that wanted to do more just for you
Call out my heart, free my soul
It always felt like the first time, these remaining days are more than the time that I came to love you
There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that, where else to look for?
A good person like you, a good person like you, with a good heart like you, a gift as great as you
How lucky that I’m the person who will try his hard to protect you, where else to look for?
A happy guy like me, a happy guy like me, the guy with the happiest smile like me
When my greedy heart gradually search to other directions
When my mind can’t handle whenever my greed grow even more
I know all those reasons that clearly says that you’re here, it’s the only one
I’m always thankful. I could do better as you do

Call out my heart, free my soul
It always felt like the first time, these remaining days are more than the time that I came to love you
There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that, where else to look for?
A good person like you, a good person like you, with a good heart like you, a gift as great as you
How lucky that I’m the person who will try his hard to protect you, where else to look for?
A happy guy like me, a happy guy like me, the guy with the happiest smile like me
You know, I’m a little bit shy sometimes, you don’t know but you’re burning like the sun, please understand my feelings
Even those girls that appears on TV shows are sparkling, you’re always be the one in my eyes (I’m going crazy crazy Baby)
Hearing you tell me that you love me, I have everything in this world, You & I, You’re so fine, is there someone like you?
I love you Oh, please know it, to me there’s only you, that I stupidly see you as my everything
We arrived on the same road, we’re just the same, how surprising, how grateful, it’s love
There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that, where else to look for?
A good person like you, a good person like you, with a good heart like you, a gift as great as you
How lucky that I’m the person who will try his hard to protect you, where else to look for?
A happy guy like me, a happy guy like me, the guy with the happiest smile like me

sweet holiday is leaving me!!

in a blink of my eyes
my 2 weeks sweet holiday is over
leaving wih some bittersweet memory
some of it is in pics
so i can remember it just like forever
but some of it lies in my memory
i hope i'll always remember about it
i always "terpogot"..ha3..
i ate too many ants i think..

a new page.

i cant-maybe-turn back
i just cant
all the memories that i'd wrote down
will always be remembered
it is my fault we end like this
i am so sorry
coz letting you down
i am so sorry
coz i'd hurt your heart,
many times
i just hope
i hope you can let me go
i hope i'll never be in your memories
please,do as i say
i want you,
you,
you just have to turn to a new page.
where i'm not in it.
maybe,in that page,
u'll find someone best for you.
goodbye